Allow me to introduce myself...

In the quest of stepping out into the world of the unknown, I've finally arrived!! Hooray!! ‘Blogosphere’, I feel honoured and blessed to be here. This year, 2012, has been a year of enlightenment for me, one that has required a great deal of strength, courage & wisdom to be able to try out new things and ultimately realising my potential (no matter how cheesy that may sound). Plunging into the blogging world is one obstacle I still had to conquer. It's taken me two whole years of battling with myself, deciding whether or not I was capable of trully making this happen. But then again, It mightn't have been the right time. I had other occupations and commitments getting in the way which in itself became a barrier. It’s true that most of the times we are truly our own critics. The thoughts in my head tells me, that I for one I’m not a good writer/communicator, I struggle to get my ideas across in conversations. I always tend to drag everything, honestly, those who know me will undoubtedly have to agree. (Let’s hope this first EVER blog post doesn’t end likewise). Of course I have to also admit that English is not my first language, but does that automatically pigeon-whole me as 'not-good-enough'? Am I the only one with these insecurities? Constantly doubting my potential and abilities? I’d like to hope not! I think it’s closely linked with this idea of ‘fear of the unknown’ which has become one of my tallest 'Mount Kilimanjaro'. It’s almost like bungee jumping blind folded and all you think about it 'when am I going to crash?', instead of simply letting go, trusting God and actually enjoying the free-fall. So, here goes my virtual bungee jump.  

As my favourite musician India Arie bluntly puts it;

“Life is a journey,
Not a destination,
There are no mistakes,
Just chances we’ve taken
Lay down your regrets cause all we have is now...”

Who am I?!

I’m an Interior Design undergraduate student with a secret love for writing, who appreciates all things creative in order to nourish my artistic soul & broaden my knowledge. I’ve recently been reading heaps of blogs (from fashion, food, art & design to inspirational ones) and saying I’ve been immensely inspired is an understatement. But that being said, this is the ultimate platform for all things ‘stimulating’ hence the title ‘Authentic Happyness’ which derives from the core of my personality and generally the simplest of things that brings me lasting joy; from my Christian faith, my edifying love for art and design, cooking and my passion for peace & justice. Furaha, my name directly translates into JOY or Happiness in Swahili (one of the 4 languages I speak). So expect the unexpected, mamble jamble of languages, colours, textures & sound. Join me as I challenge my insecurities in the pursuit of my creative happiness. Here's to the beginning of a new chapter. A bientôt!

Peace, love & Happyness,

Furaha